A Bit About Me -- with thanks to my stepson, Devin Servis

Saturday, June 29, 2013


Text:  Galatians 2:15-21

Theme:  "The Third Option
4th Sunday after Pentecost/Father's Day

June 16, 2013

FIRST PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH

Denton, Texas

Rev. Paul R. Dunklau

 

+In the Name of Jesus+

 

15 “We who are Jews by birth and not sinful Gentiles 16 know that a person is not justified by the works of the law, but by faith in Jesus Christ. So we, too, have put our faith in Christ Jesus that we may be justified by faith in[d] Christ and not by the works of the law, because by the works of the law no one will be justified.

17 “But if, in seeking to be justified in Christ, we Jews find ourselves also among the sinners, doesn’t that mean that Christ promotes sin? Absolutely not! 18 If I rebuild what I destroyed, then I really would be a lawbreaker.

19 “For through the law I died to the law so that I might live for God. 20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. 21 I do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for nothing!”[e]

 

 

I mean, the offer was more than fair.  There was this man named Naboth, and he had this very nice piece of land next to the palace of King Ahab.  It was actually a garden. Ahab wanted that land, and he was willing to pay a big chunk of money to Naboth in  order to have it.  But Naboth wasn't selling because that land belonged to his family for generations.   There was no deal.  As a result, Ahab was bummed out.  One translation of this Bible story says that he had a "sullen" expression.

 

His wife, Queen Jezebel, notices the mood change.  So what does she do?  This queen premeditates the murder of Naboth so her husband can have his vegetable garden.  And -- long story short! -- King Ahab didn't even bother to find out why Naboth was killed.  He just went down to Naboth's garden and took possession of it.  Does absolute power corrupt absolutely?  It certainly can, but there's more than corruption going on here. 

 

Ahab and Jezebel.  If there ever were two people who did what wanted, took what they wanted, lived the way they wanted, and removed all obstacles in the way of what they wanted, it was these two.  It was all about them -- first, last, and always.  If you want something, take it.  If you have to run someone else down in the process, run them down.  If you have to lie;  if you have to cheat; if you have to steal; if you have to murder, it doesn't make any difference.  You do what you have to do. You're the center of your own universe; you're the lead actors in your own play.  Everyone else is just a stage-hand or a tool at best and a bother at worst. 

 

Believe in God?  "Sure", Ahab and Jezebel and people like them would say; "Sure, we believe in God -- as long as God performs the way we expect him to."  So God, if they even bothered to believe in a "god" at all, was just a means to an end.  Ahab and Jezebel, simply put, were self-centered in the extreme.  As a person in recovery, I have to wonder if they were alcoholics or addicts of some kind. Why do I say that?  Because drug and alcohol abuse is only a symptom.  The underlying problem is self-centeredness.  Ahab and Jezebel.  They certainly illustrate one way to be, one option.  To a greater or lesser degree, it remains a very popular way to be. 

 

Today's Gospel reading, the story of Jesus in the home of a man named Simon, points out another way to live, a second option.  Simon was a Pharisee, and Pharisees were both educated and very religious.  They were the people, by golly, that were going to follow the rules -- to wit, the ten commandments -- perfectly.  And to help them toward that effort, they endeavored to keep the Mishnah which listed dozens upon dozens of rules and regulations designed to help them keep the ten commandments.  They lived obediently; they lived religiously.  And the last thing they would do was spend any time, or have any interaction, with those who did not live obediently or religiously.  In their worldview, God, like them, would want nothing to do with outcasts and sinners and riff-raff, lost sheep, and, for that matter, for people who did not live EXACTLY the way they did.  For them, it was all about conforming to the Law of God.

 

So when Simon the Pharisee saw this woman -- a well-known, "sinful" woman -- paying all this attention to Jesus with her tears and her hair and her alabaster ointment, is it any wonder that Simon muttered under his breath:  "If this man were a prophet, he would have known who and what kind of woman this is who is touching him-that she is a sinner"?  He was simply speaking like the obedient, religious, conformist that he was. 

 

Yes, Simon the Pharisee illustrates a second option, a  second way to be.  It's the religious choice.   Like the first, it is still a most popular choice.  Back in the late 1980s or early 1990s, there was a professor at Fuller Seminary in Pasadena, California who came up with something called "The Homogeneous Unit Principle."  It meant that -- at least, statistically -- people like to become Christians, join a church, etc., without crossing racial or economic lines.  The message to Christian congregations was that if you wanted to grow, you had to attract people like yourselves -- the ones who looked like you, behaved like you, made roughly the same amount of money you did, and so forth.  What do you think? Does this not smell, suspiciously, like the exclusivist, conformist, religious attitude of Simon the Pharisee?  As an aside, it just amazes me when people basically say that the Bible is old and out-of-date.  I've found, the more I dig into it, that it's far more up-to-date than any of us can begin to think!

 

So there you have two out of the three options.  You have the choice to just damn the torpedoes and be as self-centered as you want to be.  You might argue that since everyone else is doing it, why not throw in the towel and do it yourself.  If that doesn't sound too red hot, well, then you have the religious.  Keep the Law of God perfectly; follow the rules and regulations to a T!  Hang out with, and only with, people who live like you, act like you, believe like you, behave like you.  Be polite, but under your breath -- like Simon the Pharisee -- exclude all the rest. 

 

I don't know about you, but I hope to God there is a third option.  You want me to give my testimony?  I've lived both ways.  I took option number one and I ran with it.  It was a slowly-developing catastrophe that almost killed me.  I took option number two and I ran with it.  The same thing happened.  Even worse, and at its worst, I lived a combination of the two.  In my mind, I was the greatest thing since sliced bread.  In my mind, I was going to save the world with the Word and the Sacraments.  A wise person once said that "The road to hell is a gradual one," and, gradually, that's exactly where I was headed.  If I was so great; if I had all the religious answers, then why did I experience what the AA program calls "pitiful and incomprehensible demoralization"?

 

One day, in the midst of all this, I came across a passage in the Old Testament book of Isaiah.  It was chapter 29, verse 13 where God says this:  "These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me."  That made me realize that the distance between my mind and heart made the Grand Canyon look like tiny, dry creekbed!

 

You see, in my mind I could formulate thoughts about God, and those thoughts could be translated into words.  Looking back, many of those words were right. But my heart?  Don't go there; don't you dare. That heart had been hurt and beaten and broken -- some times, many times, by my own thoughts, words, and deeds.  Don't go there.  Don't let anyone in.  All that's in that heart, all that's in that soul, is doom and gloom; all is darkness in that room.  God says:  "These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips  but their hearts are far from me."  "Why is that?" I thought. 

 

In my mind there developed this thought:  "Your heart is far from me because of your self-centeredness and your religion."  In a way, it's a wonderful irony.  Here on this Father's Day, I can remember the time when I came to believe that God was no longer the heavenly version of an earthly father that I felt I could never please enough.  Indeed, in Jesus Christ, God was my Lord and Redeemer, but only much later in my life did God become also my brother and friend.  Somehow or another, the wind of God's Spirit tore open that storm cellar of my heart.  I began to really learn what it means to live by faith.  More than that, I discovered that faith acts in love -- and that love has an object, and it's not me:  it's my fellow human beings. 

 

I would not be standing here today saying these things if this hadn't happened.  There is a third option for everyone.  It's called faith.

 

Is it easy?  No, not at all.  I'm still tempted -- tempted every day and in so many ways -- to be completely self-absorbed.  Either that, or I pride myself on what a fine Christian believer I am and wish that others were fine Christians like me too.  I may not say that, but I think it.  In other words, I still try to resurrect option one or two.  How pathetic is that? 

 

I have no other way to describe it.  For that matter, there is no better way to describe it than St. Paul did in our text for today:  "I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me."

 

So there you have them:  options one, two, and three.  Options one and two are roads well-worn and well-traveled.  I take leave of the pulpit this morning by sharing with you these words from the poet Robert Frost:  "I took the road less traveled by, and that has made all the difference."

 

Amen.

No comments:

Post a Comment